Also annoyed with how I'm back to signing on LJ everyday. I liked the "always logged on" feature. No one else (aside from Eric) used this 'puter so I have no worries about anyone reading/generally messing with this journal.
I've been thinking about this journal. My entries are kind of bland. Sometimes only what I've done in a day, sometimes some bits of outpouring/venting. I wonder if I censor myself too much here. There are some parts I censor. Sexuality, for instance. You won't find much on my sex life. Why? Because it is something that is not entirely my own. There is someone else involved--Eric. He would not like our sexual activities to be perused by others and I respect that. Because, this is a community, not just a self-contained world. We interact with each other, supposrt each other, or if anything just gaze into someone elses world for a while. That last one is me, most of the time. I'm quiet, I'm young, I don't often reply to posts, but I still feel like I have a dialogue going with you all. Because you post, and I post. And, though I can't speak for you all, but what is there gets internalized, digested, absorbed. It all becomes part of what makes me up. Nutrients for my cells, if you will.
Don't mind me I'm on a headache induced ramble. :)
Need to try to write.